Anymore, I Feel Guilty

Do not want to fight for this anymore.
I do not know what to do anymore.
I hate this uncertainty.

Everytime I smile, I feel guilty.
When I talk about you, I feel guitly.
Keep being torn between my two worlds.

Nothing is changing anymore.
I do not want to fight for this anymore.
What do I do now?

Time is running out, I feel guilty.
Sick of making the decisions, I feel guilty.
The invitable is about to hit.