Want, Need

Want to fight, want to be perfect.
Need to fight, need to be perfect.
What to do?
Everything wrong, fail one way or another.
Want to run, feel the hard paement under my feet.
Run, run, run, run, run, run, run.
Just me, just me;
Me, my body, my mind.
Think of nothing, breathe.
Run, run, Laura, run!
You can do this, finish the fight.
Lord, help me o do this.
Tired of quitting, tired of excuses.
Focus, focus!
Let it go, run.

4/14/05